Something alien happening.....

Now BA wants me to sell his stuff on my site. Ebay here I come! He's going to pay me for being a fan. This just gets more bizzare and wonderful every day! He will be in town at the end of Feb. That will be our next meeting. Talk about upclose and personal!

Duran Lyric of The Day: "Makes my hair stand up on end, something alien happening, synchronize but don't comprehend, 'cause where I stop that's where you begin." Astronaut

a few notes

-- I HATE winter. There is a 2ft. snow drift blocking my door. As for the driveway..... no chance.

-- Get well soon, Roger Taylor -- We Need You.

-- "Why Not?" (1989)

-- Welcome home K & B. Wish you could stay longer.

-- Sending positive "contract accepted" vibes to LDS.

Duran Lyric Of The Day: "Only change will bring you out of the darkness." (Reach Up For The) Sunrise

Can't stop watching: Red Dwarf

When I really think about it...

I've just realized how rare BA is. I have never believed he owes me anything. What he did on the field was enough. I've gotten several autographs, even had my photo taken with him. I was satisfied. The Site was a way to say "thank you" for his work on the field. It was never a means to get closer to him. Now, here he his, seeking ME out to say thank you. I've never heard of anyone in his position doing anything like that. Something you would never hear about in the press. He knew the Site. He liked it. He wants to be a part of it. Very flattering. He knows the individual pages, he wasn't just paying it lip service. He wants to connect with his fans on a more personal level. He's done it for years, but to continue even in retirement..... I'm sure it's a great way to get an ego boost. Idol and fan, both parties win.

Duran Lyric Of The Day: "If you can't destroy it, might as well enjoy it." Bedroom Toys

I tried to phone last night....and you DID answer!

I called him. Had a nice chat. I realized my chances of marrying him are considerably decreased if I'm afraid to talk to him! Eleven numbers later, there he was. At least I exist in his universe.

I have also discovered it is very difficult to sleep when you can't stop grinning. :-)

Duran Duran Lyric of The Day: "And it hurts me to think that you might never know that I've got this thing about you." Nice

I'll talk if it feels right I'm so nervous to say tell me can't you see

Why is it causing me SO MUCH anxiety?? I had no trouble talking to the bass playing God. It was as if I'd known him forever. Easy, no butterflies, nothing. Just a nice chat. I was talking to the man I've spent 20 years following. Wrote I LOVE JT on EVERYTHING I owned. I found it easier to talk to him than I do some family members. Why is BA different? My best guess is it has something to do with finding out Samson has feet of clay. You can't possibly be disappointed with a fantasy. Reality is a risk. It's a risk I'll have to take, or I'll regret it forever.

Simon LeBon Quote of The Day: "Be cool! Don't loose your cool!"